Since I started my blog I have blogged 200 times most of those blogs come from 2010! I think I have missed two days this year, once when Emma needed to finish an assignment and I didn’t think I should kick her off the computer and the other time I was in Chicago (and of course the day I had a guest blogger, so that makes 3 times). As we come to the end of May and begin the second half of this year with June I just want to re-examine where I am with my goals that I set at the beginning of January.
1. Blogging everyday ~ pretty good. Not 100% but pretty darn close. I am sure some of my followers (Scott, Katie, Allison and Tanner) get very bored with my writings as Tanner commented when I had my guest blogger “that it was the best blog of the year”. But my purpose in blogging is to have a journal like feel when my kids and hopefully their kids want to look back at the life of ME when I was 40 and see what it was like to be a mother and wife back in the day! I will be sure to share this blog with Elle’s kids when they are wondering what kind of teenager their mom was!
2. Scripture study everyday~ pretty good. I believe I have 100%!! I am so proud of myself. I love reading the scriptures and I didn’t always feel this way. I have found more peace and comfort in reading the scriptures daily than any other activity. My testimony has been strengthened and I have started to keep a journal in a notebook about my feelings and promptings I receive while reading the scriptures this has helped me be more in tune to the promptings of the Holy Ghost.
3. Praying everyday ~ improving. I didn’t do well with this goal to begin with. But one day in Feb. I believe I thought to myself that each day is a new day and I can start new with my effort to pray daily. I have since improved greatly. I think what I struggle with the most is when I do begin to pray I often find my mind wondering and not focusing on what I am praying about. I don’t like to say the same things over and over again but often when I am on my knees I get drowsy or just plain lose my train of thought and so I feel my prayers are not very meaningful sometimes. I need to find a way to stay awake, and focus when I pray, so I can feel I am getting something meaningful from them, and that Heavenly Father is getting something meaningful from them too! I will need to work on this in the next few months.
4. Service everyday ~ pretty good. Some days I try to think outside my own little world and serve others that I wouldn’t necessarily serve. But I think every single day I give service in my home. I say a kind word or do an extra kind deed for my husband or children. Most days I serve in some kind of capacity in my ward because of the nature of my calling at this time. I find joy in serving and so this is not a hard goal for me to meet. I think I can probably do a better job at doing random acts of service for people I do not know. This is where I will put more effort in June.
This year I have worked hard on reaching my goals. I still have another seven full months to go before this year’s end. I will continue to strive each day to work on becoming a better person by praying, reading my scriptures, and serving others…oh and let’s not forget BLOGGING!
I am grateful for Elle who helped me with my grammar today!