Feeling better and heart broken at the same time

Doing much better today!  Thank heaven for that...I had to make 3 gallons of lentil soup (that was Scott assignment...he is such a good delegater) I had to help wrap 50 presents for secret Santa my ward is doing, I had to help decorate Bethlehem for our ward party, and....I had to help clean up ward party.  It just would not have worked well for my busy day if I had to run to the toilet every other minute today!  This is literally the first time I have sat down today and I am not kidding!  Oh I am dying to go to bed!

I keep finding myself crying at odd times for Tanner.  I am starting to feel so sad that he is leaving.  What am I going to do for the next two years without being able to talk to him?  My heart is aching.  I will miss him so much.  I hope I can get through the next two years with a whole heart. 

I am grateful for a Father in Heaven who set a wonderful example to me by sending His Only Begotten Son to earth to die for us all.  All I am doing is sending my son to Boston for two years, if Heavenly Father can make that unimaginable sacrifice then I CAN make this small sacrifice.